Tuesday, December 14, 2021

Van Anderson

In the card(s): an unborn’s ultrasound surprise


White roses on a field of blue

each petal lined in gold,

inside the card a glossy print

an ultrasound so bold.         

 

Sweet mystery of feathery light     

that showers a sky so black,                        

come January ‘21

there is no turning back.

 

Your eyes will shine, hands, fingers, toes,

we’ll gaze, touch, hold them close,

your birth, one moment, is for good,

despite our mortal clothes.

 

Small wonder you will come to us

and prompt us more toward love

that sea within our hearts more vast        

than we’ve been dreaming of.        

 

The body breaks yet is the soul

of perpetuity,                                                

just as the violin’s sweet notes

transcend the instant, flee.

 

So when you come to us, your breath

will bless the air we breathe

and we will sing again new songs

that you will us bequeath.



 

Suite for Sachi                       (born Jan. 7, 2021) 


You’re here!

The whole sweet suite of you:

prelude and allemande,

courante and sarabande,

gavotte and gigue—                        

your lively dance has just begun.

 

For now, all’s quiet on the couch.

Asleep and swaddled to your chin

we see the half-moon of your face,            

your minion mouth and nose,

the little mounds of cheeks and eyes

beneath the yellow, knitted cap

against blue velvet sofa back;                     

and curious Fauci standing by

on high alert to sniff the air

and wonder why and who you are.

 

Perhaps you’ll never know how much

you’ve touched us since that sunny day

when we first saw your meteor flash

across the ultrasound’s black sky.

But now you move us all the more,

swaddle us, in fact—a balm

fresh from another world,

a breathing beauty-bud

that breaks grace open in our hearts,

a cherished treasure in our hands.

 

So here you sweetly are,

a song cocooned,

notes never heard before

that in their time will soar and sing

and we will clap our hands and loudly sing         

and dance this joyful, mortal minuet with you.




Birthday


I was a gift to mother years ago,

seventy-four, to be exact, and she

turned thirty-five the day that I was born.

We keep close track and number years because

we are the briefest segment, nano tick

within the cosmic clock, a cry, a whisper,

joy that is composite with our loss,                                    

and both affirm we are the slightest voice,

the merest flicker in the womb of dark                             

and universal silence—but that’s enough.                       

 

It is enough to feel the soil beneath my feet,

to breathe the air, the cleansing warmth of sun

and rain, all elements of faith and hope

and love that gather momentarily                         

within these sacred cells and sinews born

a child on this specific day at that

appointed hour within this given room

to these embracing arms and tender hands.

O mythic tree that pried earth-heaven apart,      

I tend your garden world with grateful heart.


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